Thoughts I had this summer

All I want to say will probably go unsaid so let me say it one more time, hopefully you'll listen/ I want to write and I want my words to seem like constellations on paper but I'm scared to write now, I do not want my thoughts to make it to the paper/ I am nervous but I'm also excited/ excited of all that is yet to come/ excited of all the people I'm yet to meet/ excited to be all the people I'm yet to be and yet to be in love with/I no longer know what to write so I write whatever I want to with a hope it is coherent and consistent with my thoughts/ I'm scared of my thoughts somedays /there is so much to be in love with and I want to tell you that you always make it to my list/ I'm dreaming loudly these days/ what shade was your sky today?/How to not constantly be consumed by your thoughts?/summer has not ended yet.